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Wednesday, May 31, 2006

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oh my. nationals is juz like tml? tml tml tml. oh man... im scared....

didnt study much for my mock test on fridae. die.

i discovered plaza singapura chinese name.... lolx.

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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

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envy. jealous. i want it too.

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Monday, May 29, 2006

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training is tiring 2dae. can juz die from it. was like so tired. tink partly lack of slp oso. cant realli run hard. haha. any moment like gonna faint like dat. haha. tml still got training. everydae training. until thursdae. and everything will be over! quite scared though. like so near le competitions. abit not beri prepared oso. haha.

mom bag was stolen by some idiot person. sitting on the car,came out den gone. stupid. reported police and i doubt can get anything back bahz. ass...

stupid soumun triggered something lahz. make mi abit fed up now. ALL UR FAULT! haha. ok lahz. not ur fault. someone else's fault. all the person's fault. dunno to hate u or be neutral. come to think abt it quite sianz oso. haha.

juz hope i can study hard beri soon. common test is like so near le lahz. jialat..

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woohoo. long time no update le. hmmm. well. now its holidaes le. gonna plan everything. gatherings. studyings. outings. blah blah blah. touch is ending soon. 1ST JUNE! one dae and its OVER. quite sad though. like u train so long le den like that end in a dae.. tsk.. sianz.

aniwae juz got back from 2 chalets in a row. hehe. sat got band chalet. its a scary one though. abit lahz. ha. coz everyone changed? fir hair is so funni. jun wen joined dragon boat and his chest is like... WAH. scary.. the wae they drink is like scary too? haha. kai yuan totally drunk le. hard to get her to slp. 3rd time i see ppl drunk. i tink. haha. being drunk seems scary. haha. aniwae the grp of us didnt realli tok to the seniors. juz went ard in our own grp tok tok abit. was being targetted when i reached there. start shooting mi questions. kaoz. so unfair. when they are attached they die! haha. tok finish den slp le. slept at the stairs there. hands became numb when i woke up lahz. whole body aching oso. haha. den left for home. supposed to meet keith in the afternoon de. but... i overslept. oopx. sorri... den went to grandma's dinner. at turf city. the food not beri nice. eat until beri full. wan to puke. lolx. ex seh. one table cost like 368? and there are five tables for the whole extended family. cost a bomb seh.

den bro sent mi to sentosa. for melissa's chalet. first time he drive mi around. haha. quite scared. but still okay lahz. some cousins were in the cars and know abit of things abt them. realised dat im like so distant from them. maybe bcoz im a girl and they are all guys so we hardly tok? haha. dunno.. aniwae reached sentosa. supposed to meet them at some place but i took can in so i forgot and they waited for mi at the bus stop. oops. paiseh. haha. played jen some game. quite fun. lolx. but the tv is like so high up. neck pain seh. haha. den some of us went to the beach there make some surprise for melissa. den she like so tired until when she saw the surprise she abit sians sians. haiz. abit sad lahz. its okay... den i went off to meet keith. =)

hmmm. shall update more when im home. off for touch. touchaholic! =)

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Tuesday, May 23, 2006

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shall update abit b4 im off for shower. hmmm. well well well. had been wearing spects for quite long le. now waiting for my contacts to be ready. as in i sent it for service. sounds weird rite? but ya. doctor advise mi to go check it. see got bacteria or anything anot. hope it is the lens fault not my eye. i beri scare i cant wear contacts anymore. NOOOOOO~

aniwae touch was okay. got into the team. =))) this morning walk down the stairs nearly fall. den ankle hurts a little. but nth wrong. was relieved... if i injure den it is like so.... wasted in a wae? haha.

oh ya. sat had my mass friendly with the 4 different schools. pj beri bitchy can. tsktsk. its okay. nvm. the rest are not bad. played until like wan to die le lahz. coz was in the afternoon sun. den the previous night didnt realli slp well i would say. sundae went studying at coffee bean. was okay. ABIT productive. haha. did physics tutorial onli. den abit of gp. den home sweet home.

2dae was funni during consultation. mr chua is juz so funni. joker seh. was having consultation with him and ke wei. ke wei laughed until her whole face red. lolx. mr chua is juz too nice to be bullied by my class. lolx. training was like tiring? onli 8 ppl attended 2dae. the rest were sick. pls do take gd care k?

coming sat seems like an eventful day. =)) wun be at home for sat and sun. chalet!! i miss band ppl. im gonna catch up with them. i hope i will. im afraid that i will be anti social lorz. lolx.

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Friday, May 19, 2006

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im juz too bored now. stayed over at xiuyi house ydae night. now she is bathing and im waiting for her to go home. bored bored. tml having friendly matches with some schools. i love playing. =) hope i can play well. nationals is coming coming coming.... will i start diving again or wat? but i dun wan anymore scars le. carrie has one on her elbow. which haven recover yet. oh my.. i feel painful for her. and ma fan. haha.

hoping things will get back to normal. i realli hope i can do it. i seemed to have lost confidence in myself totally. i cant even speak out for my own. i feel. am i still the same old mi? i feel like im hiding everything. everydae juz keep thinking abt it and start to feel down. i feel as though im no longer as cheerful.. i feel so tired. i dunno why. ppl had start saying u look pale all day long. am i like gonna faint any moment and juz forget everything? i hope i can juz slp all day long.....

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oh my. 2dae had training. was training tgt with the j1s. was quite fun. but den abit stressed. coz if u do anything wrong den it is like so throw face? haha. so ya lahz... aniwae we played ok lahz. played game with them. remind ourselves of how we were last yr. like so kuku and stuff. den most of them like so scare of su. see su as their attacker or defender all frighten. haha. is she so scary or something? haha. legs are juz so sore now. i need massage!! haha

tml is talentine. sold my ticket away le. didnt realli wanna go now. the mood juz not there. i realised i had stopped going all these kind of things. like concert and stuffs. i miss concerts... i juz miss alot of things 2dae. joel msg mi. after so long. quite surprised. nice catching up with him. though not toking abt much stuff. but at least nv lose contact. =)

things juz keep running thru my min constantly. i cant stop thinking abt it. if i stop thinking of one, i will juz keep thinking abt others...

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

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ydae touch was sucky for mi. selection for the final team is on thursdae. seriously i got this feeling that i cant get in. maybe coz of my spects? i dunno? spects are irritating. i wan to wear my contacts back. i wore on fridae. coz like a week later le. but still cannot. at night it still turned red. sianz.... nationals nationals. train so long den in the end dun get to play. the feeling is quite sucky. will i experience it? who knows...

came back home den napped b4 meeting keith for chalet. was quite fun. knew alot more things. but den i abit out of place over there. coz they are like toking abt business industry thing. im like a blur pok juz sitting there listening and laugh sometimes at jokes. started ghost stories. well. i was freaked out suddenly when keith's bro called mi. i dunno why suddenly i juz jumped or something. den i started crying. =x i cried alot ydae i tink... feel like a crybaby. well... ya.. felt so embarrassed though. den keith's bro was like stunned. why suddenly i cry? sorry sorry... den tok sort of thru out the night. was quite nice.

life seems so complicated. maybe i had not reach that stage to meet with all other experiences? im amazed at certain things actually.

came home in the morning. did abit of gp. later rushing to buy mother's day present. actually is cum birthdae oso. mom's birthdae tml. lao le lao le. haha. wish all mothers happy mothers' dae! as if got mother will come my blog and see. lolx.

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

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i wore spects to school~ oh my... lol. nothing serious to the rest but to mi veri!! =x the last time i wore spects to school is when im in pri 5 or 6 i tink. lolx. coz of eye infection oso i THINK. i hate eye infection! urghh! aniwae my lens is too thick until everyone keep saying wat is ur degree. so throw face lahz. lolx. i look quite guai afterall i tink. =) ydae wore spects for touch. was super worried. wat if the ball hit my spects and it break? i tink i need not go sch the next day manz. lolx. which i somehow hope to happen. but come to think of it. i will be blind. cannot cannot. haha.

im having this super duper painful ulcer can! I HATE ULCERS TOO! i hate everything that is paiunful!! =x i feel so immature out of a sudden. but ya. im beri whiny now i feel. i juz wan to whine whine whine. =x

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

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everything seems wrong

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

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was looking thru my music files. found a band song. i miss clarinet out of a sudden.

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wed

grace's birthdae. went out to get a cake for her. hope she like it. but played abit with the cake. juz anyhow 'apply' on her face. HOPE SHE GETS PIMPLES! juz kidding. im not so evil de k. her skin is super nice can. im jealous! lolx. hope my acne faster go off. =( got some pw exhibtion. was abit stupid lahz. nth much one. keep sneaking out. lolx. went tennis court. out of sch. den come back tennis court. den hall. barely stayed for 5 mins den off to tennis court again. =x weehoe won. not bad. the competition was quite fierce. i wan to have competition NOW! NOW! mine is in june lahz. sadded.

thurs

came home super early. straight after lesson ended. went to see doctor coz eye super duper red. i got eye infection. *cry* gonna wear one side contacts for the rest of the week until next week. IM NOT GOING TO WEAR SPECTS TO SCHOOL! haha. i tink if im being force to wear spects, i wun be going school. unless i changed my mind. lol. but hard lahz. luckily for now is one eye. so still can wear one side de contacts. haha. was cosidering whether to go sch tml anot. but got physics. boring. somemore at the last lesson. cannot take early leave. haha. alright. shall go nap a while den do homework. aniwae 2dae econs and maths can die. oh manz. jialat. maths seems to be de-proving too. HELP!!

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Monday, May 01, 2006

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sundae

went sun tanning in the mornin with xiuyi. den went town. wanted to cut hair de. so went the shop 2 way. CLOSED! urghh. den nvm.. went to supercuts. fully booked. went red. fully booked. the scene one hour later. TSK! wan to cut hair oso cannot. nvm. so walked ard. bought a polo tee. spent most of our time in dat shop. juz keep trying and trying. the white shorts nice. but 40 bucks. =( den suddenly like nth to do. so go try luck to see can cut hair anot. went reds once again. hehe. get to cut my hair. =)) but actually not much difference lahz. now im gonna wait till june. rebonding. urghhh. wait until my nationals are over. first week of june. den went to makan. den home. finally i went out with xiuyi. after like so long lahz. haha. elder bro birthdae 2dae. got him a belt. hope he like it. =) happy birthdae kor.

mondae

woke up den studied physics and did my tutorial. =) feel abit accomplished. tml got maths test. haven study. dun plan to study yet. wait until the major one come. on thurs. thurs got 2 test lahz. econs and maths. jialat. how to study for econs? all j2 chaps. ahhh~

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